Life?

So it's finals week; which in some ways; very stressful in others very... what's the word exciting?

As of right now in my life; I'm in a good place.. a steady place, a safe place. Always hesitant to take that step further to my future, not knowing what's to come isn't my cup of tea. But, it must be done; I must strive to be strong, be positive, be determined. I mustn't give up on my goals or settle for less than what I know I can achieve. It won't be easy; no, but is it ever? So easy to be lazy or drink, smoke, party; but where is that going to take you if that's all you do? Balance is always key; never over work, relaxation and fun is needed, never have to much fun, work is always to be done. But does balance ever come easy; is it possible to always be 50/50 in life?

What do you do when you're not exactly sure of where you want to be in ten years? What do you do when you want to be in three different places in your future? How do you settle for one thing; when you want eight?

So indecisive; not ever knowing where I'm truly going, but just keep moving, just keep working, just keep living.

So again I say; my life is in a good place.. a steady place, a safe place.

I aspire that one day my life be perfect, filled with happy memories, moments of laughter, joy, and hope. Filled with passion, love, a vibrancy. Yet, still safe, still steady, still good; just more resolute.. for lack of a better word...

-Tiera