My Horoscope of the day

"If a few recent times at bat haven't resulted in the grand slams you were hoping for, remember that even the top athletes strike out sometimes. In other words, don't beat yourself up for not being perfect! There's no reason to worry that your reputation has gone south or that you don't have 'it' anymore; you definitely still have 'it', and you will be lovingly reminded of that fact. How you value yourself should be based on what you have done -- not on what you haven't."


I can definitely dig this one. Good pep talk horoscope writers!(:

By the way, if you are wondering. I'm a Cancer, born July 3, 1991. (:

All over the place.

Hmm, so much to say; but the question is... where to start?

I'm a person who likes to entertain others and make them happy; even when I don't want to or I'm not happy.

I always wonder if people think they really know me. I'm a hard person to grasp; always in my shell never truly letting me as a whole come out. A wall built up so high that only selected few work to get over. One who doesn't talk much; but when doing so; most times it isn't about me or it's something that is not that important. So wrapped up in others lives, when I don't even ask to be in it.

But, who am I to turn someone down when they need someones to talk to, someone to listen to, or someone just to be there?

I'm not mean; I'm never mean, I'll even admit that I let people walk over me; but only so far I have my boundaries. Never truly telling people how I feel; always holding back or holding it within. Who would want to listen to my nonsense? I observe, let things take their course. One who goes with the flow of things, not one for planning things days upon days ahead. Just spur of the moment situations; ones that maybe shouldn't have happened; but never do I regret anything.

I've done what I've done, lived how I've lived, and I'm happy. No complaints. Of course thing's can always be better; but that's a constant in life; nothing will ever be perfect, that's fantasy. Life is to be grasped by the balls and make it perfect, make it what you want; make the decisions to lead up to what you want, need, hope for.

I bet people don't even realize they don't know that much about me; I'm always the listener and I don't mind it. I don't complain; I'm needed in that sense, wanted. And I'll take it and be happy.

Little things hurt me; but I suck it up take it and get over it. So many people are so rude to me and I just shut up and leave it; never been one for confrontation. But need be I will speak my mind and say what needs to be said.

But why waste your breath on someone you know doesn't care; doesn't care that they hurt your feelings. Even being on the verge of tears and they still don't see it. An apology so weak with emotion it doesn't even begin to soften the wound they left.

But why dwell on sadness, stupid people that are rude when all you are is nice to them? Forget them; sometimes it's best to make your mind think they don't exist. You're superior to them, they're inferior, they don't matter.

So I ignore the drama, rather not deal with it...


I am me; whoever that is...

Life?

So it's finals week; which in some ways; very stressful in others very... what's the word exciting?

As of right now in my life; I'm in a good place.. a steady place, a safe place. Always hesitant to take that step further to my future, not knowing what's to come isn't my cup of tea. But, it must be done; I must strive to be strong, be positive, be determined. I mustn't give up on my goals or settle for less than what I know I can achieve. It won't be easy; no, but is it ever? So easy to be lazy or drink, smoke, party; but where is that going to take you if that's all you do? Balance is always key; never over work, relaxation and fun is needed, never have to much fun, work is always to be done. But does balance ever come easy; is it possible to always be 50/50 in life?

What do you do when you're not exactly sure of where you want to be in ten years? What do you do when you want to be in three different places in your future? How do you settle for one thing; when you want eight?

So indecisive; not ever knowing where I'm truly going, but just keep moving, just keep working, just keep living.

So again I say; my life is in a good place.. a steady place, a safe place.

I aspire that one day my life be perfect, filled with happy memories, moments of laughter, joy, and hope. Filled with passion, love, a vibrancy. Yet, still safe, still steady, still good; just more resolute.. for lack of a better word...

-Tiera